God's Will?

Some say that disease is God's will to rid the world of gays and other malcontents.  Does He have that kind of power?  Does He have the ability to strike down those of us in the physical world or is it the spirits within us and around us, that shape our lives, give us hope or sorrow, health or sickness?

Within my own life, I have found myself battling something inside me, yet I do not yet know what it is I am fighting.  I've had a couple fainting spells that started Wednesday before last.  I was playing some basketball with friends at the park after work, then met up at a bar for a drink and a quick bite to eat.  I was sipping a beer, waiting for food, and next thing I know, I'm on my back, looking up at a crowd of people over me.  Paramedics came, and with some questions, decided to take me to emergency.  After doing a few tests, and talking with the doctors, they decided that I was just dehydrated and that I should be fine.  Mark drove down from SB, and I waited around until he was able to pick me up.  Originally, I thought I just needed to slow down a little bit, that I was trying to do too much, but since, I've had a couple more dizzy spells, and generally just not feeling myself.  I've gone to the doctor, and they've done a ton of tests, but they can't seem to figure out what is wrong, as they tell me I'm perfectly healthy.  They have scheduled an appointment with a brain specialist for Monday morning, as I collapsed, again, this past Thursday night.

My mom is afraid that I am going to die, and my aunt thinks it is God's will ...

I am feeling better today, so thought I would put together a quick post to update those of you that keep up with my life and, maybe starting to find my libido, I have even included a few pics.

Pray for me, and, in turn, I will pray for you--

Rafa