It is, perhaps, a bit self indulgent, but healing is a funny business. As the wounds begin to scab around the edges of my past, I've found myself with an all consuming itch. Scratching just heats it up all the more, thus I am compelled to set them free and SHARE!
Also, I had an interesting past weekend, and I will try to let it breath on an upcoming post cumming your way.
Be blessed with SMILES (and a rock hard cock poke'n at your most pliable of holes; a.k.a YOUR ASS)--
Rafa
Lost & Found:
Sickened
From the lack of love
I could not give myself
Poisoned
From the hate and doubt
I reveled at my wounds
Deadened
From the drugs and booze
I knew not who I was
Lost
I threw my heart away
Left it in the gutter
Anyone was welcome
To do as they felt fit
I did not care who grabbed it
Or what abuse they'd meter
I felt that's what my sin deserved
Hell, my only ticket
A boy that said he loved me
Tossed me to the wolves
Said I needed to find myself
Decide who the Hell I was
Crumbling from the pressure
Nor having a damn clue
I used my flesh to make new friends
I writhed in their attentions
Yet once the deed was done
Their desires taken from me
I was left to fend alone
Clean myself and go
Did I hit the bottom
THAT, I do not know
When a person's down so low
One can never tell
Was I at the rock
Did I have it in me
To scrape a little more
All that I can say
Is as my heart was bounced around
It finally came full circle
Tired
I gave it to my love
Without a care for what he did
Or how he chose to own it
Not only did he nurture it
Bring it back to health
Knowing that without a heart
I would surely die
He gave to me his healthy one
Knowing...
(how, I do not know)
Knowing I would not do to his
What I willingly did to mine
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Rafa,
ReplyDeleteI love it more each time I read it. It's so emotional and soulful how can it not touch those who read it? Simply Amazing.
CoreyJo
p.s. LOVE the new background!!!
CoreyJo:
ReplyDeleteI told you I was a bit of a whore...NOW do you believe me????
Sorry, this is what...the third venue you've had to slop through this crap? At least this time you get a bit of male ass for your viewing pleasure.
Rafa
P.S. I was sorta playing with some colors, and thought it turned out nice. I especially like how his finger is plying at the fabric of his charms.
it just gets better each tim ei read it may have to save this one to my computer for future reading. have a great weekend sweetie and thanks for allthe wonderful emails.
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Becca:
DeleteThanks for always being here for me, you're a trooper to wade through all this TWICE!
I'm just glad I was able to put a smile on your face; even if it was just a small one.
Blessings and so sorry to hear about your loss...that's a tough way to lose someone you love.
Rafa
Wow, baby!
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FFB:
DeleteSorry, no babies here...just SHIT!!! Good, old fashioned, horny shit, but shit all the same!
HaHa!
You're a good man, Senor, thanks for popping in for more than just a bit of wood times...
Rafa
I must admit I got hypnotised by the gif in the end. It took me a few seconds to realise it was a short clip played in a loop. SHIT! that's the word. Yet we want it so badly sometimes no wonder we are ready to lose ourselves.
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Jon
Jon:
ReplyDeleteI gleamed from a VERY wise man, that sometimes it's in the losing that we learn the most about who and what we truly are. I got out of the river, of which I was the maker, and now find myself both clean and dry.
Be blessed my friend (((SMILES)))
Rafa
P.S. If you're gonna get lost in a loop, might as well be THAT one...YUMMY!!