Is this the real me,
Or just a character?
See through my facade,
Or Do you know my reality?
Looking down from above,
You know what I am, in truth!
Am I the same son, that looked up at you in AWE?
Or am I just someone,
really, just no one,
as I watch you turn...turn away from ME?
You're tearing me apart.
You're breaking my heart... in TWO!
Which one survives and which one is doomed to HELL?
Why do you cut me,
why won't you leave me whole?
Why do you torment me,
why won't you just tell me...GO?
Don't want your sympathy
Don't need your helping hand
I'll stand tall with my choices
I'll lean onto my own self
With the power inside me,
and with a man at my side, ya see
I'm off to the races,
open my arms and FLY....
BOOTY SAY, "WHAT"?
DANCE DANCE DANCE
PARTY'S IN MY PANTS
DANCE DANCE DANCE
LOVE THAT BOOTY DANCE
SWINGING SWAYING
I A'INT PLAYING
RINGING DINGING
LOVE YO BLINGING
STROKING POKING
FIRE YO STOKING
PUSH IT PULL IT...BANG MY GONG!
OH SWEET JESUS...LOVE THAT DONG!
BOOM BOOM BOOM
GOTTA LOVE THE BOOM
BOOM BOOM BOOM
MY ASS IS IN FULL BLOOM
KNOCKING AT MY DOOR
PUSH ME TO THE FLOOR
BOOM BOOM BOOM
YOUR DICK IS IN FULL PLUME
That's right,
Papa!!! I love a man!
Put his cock upside my ass
He fucks me like a lass
Papa, don't you turn away
I need you more than ever now I'm gay
Come on, Papa, what do you say?
Will you love me anyway...
Will you love me if I stay?
Or do I have to lie to you some more?
Or do you love the real me...
RafaDe
Rafa,
ReplyDeleteYou astound me, and leave me breathless. No matter how many times I read your writings I'm always blown away with your ability to touch on so many different emotions, and so deeply, with your words.
Beautiful, soulful, and just plain amazing.
Love You,
CoreyJo
p.s. so many photos to choose from. I'll take 'game ON', 'wink', 'snake in his Ass', and most definitely 'Ring Bearers'!!
that was very powerful and intense. i am absolutely left breathless at your words and how honest they are. amazing and thank you so much for sharing them.
ReplyDeletexoxo,
becca
btw i want #1 and #4 please
There is not much I can say that CJ and Becca already have.
ReplyDeleteI like to think that one day you'll team up with a photographer and make a book together... Your writings illustrated with fine pictures of beautiful manhood... What do you think ladies? That would be great, eh?
Hugs
Jon
*grabbing the boy in blue brief and dashing out of here*
Sounds wonderful to me Jon! I'd be first in line to buy my "signed" leather bound first edition! :)
ReplyDeleteCorey Jo,
ReplyDeleteYou know me, I usually defer with some smart ass response back, but this is one...I don't know, it's kind of special to me. I've sat down to write it countless times, and could never quite get the emotional conflict or confusion down quite right.
What's funny is I almost deleted the whole damn thing. If it was on paper, I would have taken great pleasure in crumpling it up and tossing it in the trash.
I love how you always seem to feel what I'm saying, and I really can't thank enough for all your support.
Be blessed sweet Corey Jo--
Rafa
P.S. Thank GOD you didn't take my boy with the sun dial...man's gotta know when it's time for lunch!
Hey Becca--
ReplyDeleteAre you sure it's my words that take your breath away, or the fat cock poking at your wound? HaHa...sorry, I never can seem to do serious in succession.
Thank you for not just taking the time to read what I have to say, but actually letting me know that I have somehow moved you. It's all the payment I will ever need.
Be blessed and happy--
Rafa
P.S. Take whom you want, I'm busy feasting on my lunch! 'Course, when I'm done, there'll be no way of telling when it's 6 bells and time for dinner.
Jon--
ReplyDeleteWow! Who'd a thunk sassy ass'd lil' ol' me could get such praise!
Sometimes I think I should take myself more serious, push my limits to try and get published. Other times I read my stuff and think it's all just a bit of fluff.
Thank you, it's definitely something to think about...especially the visions of sugar plums that bob and dance about my head. MAN, how I'd love to be at that photo shoot...ME-FUCKING-YOWZAA!!!
Rafa--
P.S. SHIT, somehow you're too quick for me (how the FUCK did that happen?)...he was gonna be my afternoon snack. Oh well, I've still got ME!!
Corey Jo,
ReplyDeleteFor you...?!? IF I am ever published, I promise you, I won't just sign your copy, but actually MARK it with a kiss from the cock that bit ya'.
Rafa
Oh Rafa,
ReplyDeleteYou do know how to treat a lady don't you!?! LOL I would gladly take that *kiss* and cherish it as much as I do your words & you.
Sometimes I don't know what to say to you about your writing for I'm so touched with emotions they are all bursting to get out.
This one grabbed my heart and squeezed until I teared up, and then I burst out laughing only to choke back up and sigh because the love you have & the pain you feel were washing over me like waves at the beach.
I want to hug you and tell you that I'm proud of you for being true to yourself, while at the same time not giving up your faith as so many in a similar place are want to do.
You have great Pride, strong Faith, and an even stronger & greater loving Heart. All of it shows in your writing, and makes it all the more special.
Sorry if I'm too sappy today, but you and your talent are special, and I just wanted to tell you.
Always,
CoreyJo
p.s. you eat your sun dial, i'm in the mood for an appled ass today. Trying to watch my figure you know!!
Corey Jo,
ReplyDeleteWELL, ya' know... I have cock'd my dude in a hen's house or two. Not that I'm bragging or anything...It was a might too hot and swampy for my taste. I got right outta the kitchen and up into a pout. I've dug in deep and I ain't never coming out!
Yes, it is a bit sappy, but HELLO, that's what you cum with...or is that swampy?
Never mind...
Seriously, those are some powerful words yourself, MISSY, and, honestly, blows me away a little bit. You've always told me how you love my writing, and I do know how much you care for me, as a person, but to feel the emotion in your words and see in them your respect, fills me with pride and heartens my faith that it doesn't matter WHO it is I love, but that I DO love and love with all my heart and soul.
Thank you, Corey Jo, you are truly a blessing for me and you are LOVED!!
Rafa
P.S. Why do you want to watch your figure...YOU HAVE NO COCK!?!
All i can say is ...WOW.
ReplyDeleteI love you much, my dear, dear Rafa.
XO FFB
Awe shucks, FFB, I'm turn'n red over here...
ReplyDeleteCrimson and clover
Roll my ass over
Mind's racing horny
Dick feeling thorny
It's a beautiful feeling
Before you I'm kneeling
Flip me with your flopper
Won't you be my stopper
Dick me with your drover
Fuck me like I'm Rover
Howl at my moon's red glow
I promise I'll put on a show
Crimson and clover
Roll my ass over...
Over and over
PLEASE, push me over
I'm crimson for your clover
Won't you roll me over
Over and over...
HaHa, not sure from where that all came or where it's going, but sometimes you gotta let the wild hair GROW and see where it takes you...
What I do know, is this...all the love is totally making me hard!!!
Love you too--
Rafa